not to sound dramatic but anytime i drink the tap water here i get severely ill…….. i don’t know how you guys feel but i trust fully that new jersey’s tap water is unsafe for consumption
i just watched my cat attempt to pounce a bird that was flying outside and not realizing the window was shut jumped right into it and crashed right back down
i love this coat
i thought i reached adulthood when 70% of my clothes were business casual from uniqlo instead of fun ponx closet cos shit but it was actually when i started to own clothing from muji like a responsible dad. so today years old
ah also oyaji visited the other day. my mum n i had a dream about him the same night and when we were talking about him in my room (which rarely happens because i don’t like to talk about him out loud) my guitar didn’t move an inch but it strummed twice while she my gf and i were all looking right at it. i don’t know if i believe in an afterlife but maybe it was something
Wanderlust would hit two in the morning
And I’d wander through the city’s empty streets
But the lamplights made the world look different
And I don’t know what I’m doing out here all on my own
Bought a pack of cigs just for the hell of it
Because I feel like I look older with them
But underneath the moon, I felt uncomfortable
I don’t know why I feel so in the wrong because I’m
Puffing on the cigarettes you loved so much
Cigarettes that you loved more than you loved me
Did you know I always want to be with you?
Or that was what I thought
That you were what I want
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale ‘til the flame goes slack
The wind will blow my smoke back into my face until my eyes turn black
Run down to the filter, it no longer burns
And the high is fading away
See your face mixed up within the smoky haze
I hate both your aftertastes
I’ll hold my breath until it comes out white
Like the daytime holds out through the blackest night
Did you know I always want to be with you?
But that has changed with you
You’re not the person I knew
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale and the smoke will rise
The wind will blow my smoke back into my face until the morning light
All the words that you had me believing
They felt so right, and they will never leave me
But they’re not what I was needing
Do you know that you’re the only one for me?
So please don’t shout at me, and don’t forget about me
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale ‘til the paper’s gone
The wind will blow my smoke up into the sky to paint another dawn
wao i found a whole pack of the cigarettes i used to smoke in a pocket of a jacket i haven’t worn in years ….., it gives a nostalgic feeling to smoke them i don’t know why i liked them so much before but even though i don’t like them now i like the nostalgic feeling
